spiceant's diary - lifes, thoughts and worrys

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Location: Groningen City, Groningen, Netherlands

February 24, 2009

i posted this little thing elsewhere.



medical cures are hardly ever cures except in the sense that the cure for stupidity is the removal of the brain. Many medical procedures run paralel with this parable. Chemotherapy on average reduces life span. Beware of anyone trying to fearmonger you into anything else. Once you need one drug, you will need two, then 4, then 8 and then some morphine to pass you on to the fellas at the pearly gate. If medicine werent toxic they would be called vitamins. But nevertheless consult with your snake oil sales person because some of these trigger strong adverse effects if you go cold turkey. Nevertheless the medical system is GREAT absolutely GREAT if you have an acute problem like when your hit by a truck or if you fell into ice water. Ambulance people are great but can suggest asking them to not shoot you with morphine if you can stand the pain.

synonyms for modern disease.
Knife & Fork syndrome (i dont know who)
white mans disease (as indians called it)
welfare disease (dont know)

fast on orange freshly squueezed (preferably strained to reduce the pulp so your stomach gets optimal rest) orange juice (preferably lasting upwards from 1 day up to 40 days or beyond if your really fit) solves most chronic health problems and a diet consisting mainly of tasty fruit (the fresher/tastier the better) will eliminate a lot of problems because the ape (human) body was designed for it, it is the primary dietary constituant for most apes (which includes man) and for many people even just one type of fruit was all they ate all their life.
The better tasting your raw plain food is the better it is for your wellbeing.
Civilization has its own nutrition standards developed in maybe only 10.000 years depending on which superstition is in fashion when you read this but nature had billions or millions of years to refine the process, pick your teacher.
MORE GOOD TASTE equels MORE NOURISHMENT (NUTRIENT) FOR YOU. while orange juice fasting the body
will expell waste (you loose weight) until you got no more that can be readily expelled at which point you lose no more weight.

Most people have irregular bowel movement (constipation) a situation which is confined to civilized animals (civilized humanity). Juice fasting helps it all move out and a point can be reached when it moves in less then a day which is just enough time to prevent it from rotting and poisoning you. In general the more of a mess your food makes out of your kitchen and your plates the more of a mess it makes in your body. If you need more then simply water for your dishes its a bad sign. Enemas should only in emergencies be used to defy death.

Raw food is ideal i can explain it two ways
1 - nature has everything raw and health and fitness wise does waaaay better then fire using man.
2 - in the myth of prometheus man stole fire from the gods and eversince humanity was cursed so it follows that no fire should be applied.
If it has an ingredient list its not a good sign.

ideally youd live nude in a warm moist area in a hut or just out in nature without any roof. By eating tasty moist foods (fruits) your body will get a lot of water and can retain it because of the naturally processed minerals and by living in fresh air you will retain a lot of moist. If your living in a warm and dry house you might as well top it off by putting yourself in a stove because the effect of that is that your skin dries up and shrivels and the body uses its water supply to save the skin with a practical amount of water. Open your windows when practical even though the outside air may have dirt in it because the air inside your house is always dirtier then outside air and it almost always has more moist. by minimizing the need to drink water you minimize your exposure to its toxins. Man is not a water drinking animal. Man has no natural mechanism to drink that is well manufactured to do the job and certainly has no instinct to do it well. It is for mans ingenuity that man contradicts nature and so to speak "god" defeats the arrogant intelligent people with their own intelligence. For a weak person fresh distilled water with some fruit juice is an ideal water source (ideally stored in glass and kept in the sun) otherwise pure strong tasting juice can even be engorged on. Chew and salivate everything you drink and eat well.

It is important to breath in a relaxed manner and all the way to and from your tummy. A google search for deep breathing brings up plenty. I have said open your windows because your own breath is toxic to you. Generally speaking the more appealing natural air is to your senses the better it is for your health.

Without the sun there would be no life, ideally you would have grown up to live in the sun for a great part of the day without any clothes on but at any rate the body gets a lot of vitality from the SUN. Some people even stare at it and feel no pain whatsoever and it has neutral or better effect on their vision. I quess there was a reason many people worshipped the SUN. Its the SUN of God that saves us from the darkness. Ideally... you can sit in the sun nude all day without any ill effect. Some people hold that sunburn is a fancy way of saying that dead skin is being removed from your body for nice new healthy fresh skin through which the body can eventually breath as much as it breathes through the loungs (given that you keep nude). But if you want to be safe just take it easy and gradually increase your exposure per day for increasing durations which you know wont give you sunburn. Otherwise use natural fiber for your clothes (silk comes to mind) and cloth lightly so the sweat gets vaporizes before it rots.

If your sick and have anything like vomiting, diarhea, sweating, non-red tongue ideally you take a vacation to a nice sunny warm moist place no clothes and expell your waste 24/7 and eat nothing except maybe young grass shoots and drink fruit juice and do everything possible to increase your circulation.

Ideally you have no electronics (or any other possesions... for that matter) or otherwise turn everything off after sundown and go to sleep when the desire for it comes and wake up when the sun does or earlier. Depending on what your body needs.

Even then you can have a perfect body but you can still be completely stupid and mindless in the same way that you could give a caveman a flashlight and he wouldnt know better then to beat up his neighbour with it. Thats why many monks/saints dont put so much emphasis on body health but completely emphasize spiritual development (but as in any field, most are liars or blind). Wether they are understating or exegerating is up to you but even medical science is beginning to recognize the MIND precedes many health problems and thats why even while doing few of the things mentioned above you can enjoy a state of happyness and health if you only take care of your mind.

If human beings were meant to be nude youd be born that way (granted, it isnt usually practical to be skyclad outdoor in civilization). Skyclad is preferably when practical. Some native people such as hunza people live about 120 years, make pools out of ice water, jump in, turn beet red, throw the chunks around like they are toys and take no notice that the water is freezing.

Many health related solutions become apparant to you with the practice of mindfullness, body awareness or whatever you want to call it. Sick people numb themselves. Sincere saints, yogis and monks (pick your synonym) pay attention to every little thing. If you can be trusted to figure out a little thing nature will trust you and give you knowledge of greater things.

Fill your life with color, colorfull nature images come to mind. Go explore the marvels of nature. Chronic depression can easily be cured by putting the person in a room with colorfull hawai wallpapers hawai shirts bright light and some beach sand to top it off. Even a little imagination in meditation can cure you of depression.
It is when mind and enviroment is a sterile shade that people go psycho.

Preferably you defecate in a squatting position. The ideal defecating tool is the squatting toilet AKA hole in the dirt. google it.

Power comes not from raw power but from the dilligent study of nature. Nature tells us fear/stress is only a short term state, it draws the blood from our internal organs ie it stops our body from growing. The art of controlling people is continual stress and fear. The first time the most of us get stressed is at birth when mom is forced to lie down which makes the birth canal too small which makes human birth the most dangerous type of birth of all the animals in the animal kingdom (a sign we'r contravening nature again). The squatting position is ideal because it enlarges the birth canal and because little stress is required because gravity then gets to do its job. But at any rate, the cord through which the child would otherwise slowly stop breathing through is cut which puts the child in danger of asphyxiation (if it had not been cut the baby would learn to breath naturally before the womb would disconnect it AKA the afterbirth) which makes the whole ordeal very traumatic and thats why civilization has so many crybabies. From that point on most people are in a continual state of fear and breath shallowly and act like fearfull little critters which makes us all extremely weak on many levels.

Everyone is born with atleast one talent. The most apparant ones are from world famous people like Mozart, beethoven, gold medalists, many rich people. Expressing your talents with devotion, zeal, passion (pick a word thats in fashion with you) is a great way to find health, delight and happyness.

Thats why i say
REEEELLAAXX
not persay to absolutely relax you but because most people go way too fast and way too tense.
In order to live your finite life long you have to live it slowly.

at http://barefootherbalistmh.com/index.html in the 3 books BOOK I + its study guide and the 108 page seminar some more words are spoken about health. Otherwise MH answers many question on the curezone forums which help many people.
http://curezone.com/forums/f.asp?f=626&p=442
if you like to pick up books pick up
http://www.healthresearchbooks.com/pages/book_detail.php?pid=178

I didnt mention a good chiropractor yet because i havent found one myself. A good chiropractor can put your bones into the right position and you will never have to see him or her more then once after that except when you'v had serious accidents.

The above is no medical advice. The medical system is a licensed monopoly of which i am no representative.
Consult your snake oil salesperson for medical advice.
(phrases like the fellas at the pearly gate are for special effect)

I say even be nice to stupid arrogant people because relaxing them may release them from stupifying fear long enough just to wake one up to a little fact that makes him or her a little more responsible (or better) which makes life better for all of us. But ofcourse most of the time it serves everyone better that you keep to yourself especially if you have zero clues about what your doing.
Otherwise to forgive stupid people doesn't usually help the other person but frees up a lot of your mind to be used for more productive things such as yourself.

if it makes sense to you accept it
that should be plenty for as far as health solutions go.
RELAX
because its nice to be nice
because its fun to be fun
be happy :)

February 23, 2009

i posted this on a forum

came across the rich dad poor dad book through a blog run by someone known as djhives. djhives was explaining peculiarities about irresponsebility in the general civilized world, entitlement mentality, illuminati beliefs among other things. DJhives used to upload videos on youtube about these subjects in a very brutally honest manner but has recently left youtube and has limited his blog to invite only. Ill try to explain it neutrally in concepts in a way so that you can understand even if you havent ever heard of it.

the 911truth movement being a movement with beliefs that generally revolve around demanding (from their respective govts) a re investigation of 911, the dismantling of anti terrorism laws, impeachment of high up suit wearing criminals, restoration of the american bill of rights among other things and likes to point out that political dissidents are getting tougher treatments. I cant do the 911 truth movement justice with a few sentences. One most prominent figure of the movement is alex jones from infowars.com. A few google searches should give you a better idea what i mean. A few words like alex jones, zeitgeist, false flag and money masters bring up plenty in video search engines which you can view to understand what is usually the first stage of someone ultimately seeing him er herself as a 911 truther.

The illuminati (commonly associated with secret societies like bilderbergers and skill & bones) then is simply a convenient name that was generally used by the truth movement to denote the group they oppose. The illuminati then are held to be wanting to reduce the world population to a sustainable level (below 3 billion) and to be behind supression of all freedom and the setting up of a police state in which dissent and free speech and press become impossible which would result in a world wide dictatorship.

djhives pointed out the beliefs of the illuminaty that 911 truthers hold to be responsible for things like illegal wars in iraq, drug trade and terror attacks (and he doesnt deny almost anything the 911 truth movement says about illuminati) but contends that the masses are savages (by taking examples from riots, hooligans, slums, violence during recessions, etc.) that need to be destroyed if the human race is to survive and for example points out that very many people get very agressive when they get hungry and have very little survival skills and refuse to do anything to improve themselves but feel entitled to modern priviliges. The job of the illuminati then is to control and divert this violent energy from the masses to trivial things like television, sports and anything else that numbs human will.

djhives linked rich dad poor dad in his blog for reasons i can't talk about without taking the risk of misrepresenting him. I won't adopt the perspective of either of them because the 911 truth doesnt seem to be interested in any form of personal development or actual solutions and because djhives emphasizes so much on dark things which i believe because "the eye is the lamp of the body" is a spiritually destructive way. Two thing i learned from knowing 911 truth first and djhives second is that practicly everyone honestly believes that what they are doing is right when they think about it (which makes it much easier to change people) and that to reject things outright is worse then considering what appears to be blasphemy (such as the possbility that dictators might be good, the world may be round, the church may be wrong)

Because i like to write which is examplified in my blog i want to turn that into an asset but i feel i cant get pretty much anywhere especially in government welfare so i want to get a job as a low level medical analist / lab worker for obvious reasons and to do a few social / spiritual experiments and to gain more experience with which i can carve my world into a marvel.

I dont like sterility a lot and on my scale of sterility civilization is close to sterile with an eden like jungle on the other end thats why i made my big picture to do list into a sketch of a real treasure map that is becoming manifested. I can put up a long list of links (websites, audios, videos, etc.) about many subjects if you want, would you mind?

like that i can write for days on end.

February 16, 2009

This morning before sunrise a mouse crawled up to me. I felt it moving on my blanket but i didnt expect its next bold move, it jumped onto my face and bit me in the lip! OW!! i moved my matress onto higher ground but i could not prevent some drops of blood from flowing. This was a heavy blow to the relations between the ant empire and the mice empire.

February 14, 2009

hey all,

Im beginning to feel i have put up something to earn the respect of the graffiti community before i can put up a business founded on renovating homes/offices primarily with positively minded graffiti art.

Im meeting a girl my age this monday. My curiousity has been sparked intensely.

be happy all.

February 10, 2009

This is a response to one comment in my blog
A coworker of mine would randomly say remarks that will anger me, and being passive person I am I would never say anything. Even with passive attitude, I also have a explosive temper that can be triggered when I had enough.


I think you are simply unaware. All anger is a manifestation of fear and many angry people have deep seated fears. These fears are usually very well buried but can obviously be triggered and they always cause the person with the fear to suffer and become irritated. One way to forget about irritations is to distract yourself and by annoying/insulting people one of the greatest distractions is performed and thus the actual cause of the suffering ignored.

You may remember that when you are sleepy you get angry much more easily. I suggest that your annoying coworker is suffering in one or another way. Does your coworker insult you because of something about you or about him or is it simply something in you that triggers him to express his own issues toward you? You probably realise there is something not quite right in the world and feel the need to innovate or be a rebelious in one or another way. The most rebelious thing you can do is to simply look at your coworker as he insults you and feeling nothing but loving kindness because this coworker has such a deep seated suffering that is obviously eating away at his spirit and social wellbeing. Simply look at him with kindness and love or if he has observed a mistake and is giving criticism that is very true or just a little say nothing and just correct your ways (force yourself if you have to). By not entertaining his insults your coworker will be forced to listen to the ugly things that coworker just said and and because you do not distract him/her with disdain or by turning away your coworker will be forced to see that what he or she is doing is destructive. Such a turn around in the other person does not neceserily happen the first time but as you persist it will become harder to be mean to you. Guotama buddha converted many of the people that were out to kill him simply because he was "too kind/cute" to kill. Likewise your insulting coworker will act in the same predictable manner because this artificial behaviour is an unchanging pattern that has no basis in an everchanging reality and so it will eventually pass away. If you do get angry, simply remember that your anger will pass away. Everything in the world is temperory. Masons and other like occultist know that images can manifest themselves in reality, this is why the Bible states that the person who envies their neighbour has already stolen their property and he who lusts for their neighbours wife is already quilty of adultry and that the person who insults his brother will end up a murderer. People that live by the sword die by the sword.

The people that need love and kindness the most hardly deserve it but they need it. Your old eye for an eye attitude makes everyone blind and blindness doesn't help. Im not saying you should be soft quite the opposite be pro active. Solve your problems with your brother while you are on your way to court (conflict/violence) so that you wont be put away for manslaughter or worse.

If you are familiar with DJhives videos you probably realise that "the sheep" show little compassion and kindness. You may feel a little hestitation when you go for kindness but then remember the times when you or other people responded in an old destructive way and remember where it got them.

You might like to take the attitude of the rebel a bit. Do everything that you can safely do differently differently. Park your bicycle backwards, ask your coworkers wether they walked into the building on the right foot, make it a point to walk in the hall a little differently and tell people that you are walking left footed, tell people to think outside the box, circle and triangle, tell your electrician to be a positive, give everyone who yells at you some water for their sore throats, jokingly ask arrogant people how much ransom they are worth. Learn a new word every day. Change your choice of worlds to reflect what you want the world to reflect to you. Mason and like occultist know images and thoughts manifest themselves. This is why some elitists surpress imagination because image-ination is power and why big business absolutely stuff the entire world with images and music.
Tidy up your house, get hawaiian posters, tshirts and music. (and share them with people you love). Be aware that words are images (symbols) and the multiple meanings associated with them often contradict seemingly closely associated meanings of the same word or "synonymous" words. Apathy is the opposite of equanimity, desire/affection the opposite of love, anger is an opposite of passion, appetite leads to death hunger to life. You probably realise by now that your not going to get anywhere by picking a meaning that is simply just in fashion with you.

Many people think that rebellion means you should be destroying old things and this is true. there are traitors under your skin that are dividing your being against itself and those things need destroying these traitors simply need to be taken into the broad daylight of your attention and they will be dealt with automaticly. But there is nothing on the outside that should be destroyed by any individual. A true rebel starts out a new thing and people that want to join the new thing, nature will do the destroying on the outside that needs to be destroyed. A true warrior first overcomes him or herself and this is much greater then overcoming or gaining the world because the only thing that lasts forever that stays with you after death is you. Most occultists know the alchemical principle of above so below. For example the hurricane reflects the shape of some spiral galaxies and a few fruits. A better world begins at the doorstep of your own essence. Be a true man or woman, have courage, do the bravest thing which is to do the scariest thing, overcome your non-self.

Not everyone may be a rebel leader and it is simply not the nature of our reality that everyone is, to deny this only causes suffering. Most people are followers. There are a top few people have the capacity and willing to make the choice to improve the entire the world and there are a bottom few that do the opposite. By being creative, you will create solutions where there appeared to be none, you will be a light where people used to stumble into the dark abyss. Dont be impressed by the size of the world or any problem. "Few people can change the world, indeed everyone that has really changed the world are just a handfull of people" and changed it certainly has many times over.

Life is a mirror, if you respond to it with anger it responds to you with anger. Put up a smile
because smiling is infectious.

The most important person in the world is the person you are with right now (it can be you, or someone else)
The most important time to do something important is the present moment.

You may like to read this poem (and make the kitty your desktop background?)
http://freepages.genealogy.rootsweb.ancestry.com/~cecebibby/personal/kitty.htm
and to listen to the audios of Ajahn Brahmavahmso a non-self identifying buddhist monk.
http://www.bswa.org/modules/mydownloads/viewcat.php?cid=4
or find whatever proves to be good for happyness, harmony, power,wisdom, creativity,brightness...

Because being nice is fun
Because being fun is creative
Because creativity is nice
Because its nice to creative
Because its fun to be nice
Because its nice to be nice
Because its fun to be fun
By being a light to the world you being will fill up with light and you will have the love that casts out all fear.

be happy :)

February 9, 2009

Goodday All

I have been reading an e-book rich dad poor dad and rich dad's guide to investing which puts me thinking about my future. 3 Days ago on the way to the city square i passed a hall with graffiti on its walls. I wonder how i can make a succesful business that decorates the walls of city buildings. I think i got this idea, because in a way civilization is very sanitized and dull. Putting up stimulating and positive graffiti art on houses/offices/etc surely will also make people more positive, happy and healthy. I remember some of the graffiti work that was very craftily made and while the product was not neceserily positive, i realized these artists have a great talent that could be used very productively.

So i got thinking, how do i make it happen?