spiceant's diary - lifes, thoughts and worrys

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Location: Groningen City, Groningen, Netherlands

November 28, 2007

Did i mention i intend to do a 10 day vipasanna course from the 24th december to the 4th january? I think 10 days of rigerous meditation will do me good, i feel it will. I desire it, don't want to wait for it.

On another subject, my right hand is looking redder and feeling warmer then my left. Probably because the right was stimulated by being cooled down a lot while i kept the other warm cycling for about 90 minutes in total in the 8 degree celcius or 40 Fahrenheit ish degree weather.

November 27, 2007

A post i made somewhere


Whats the point to life? The point of life i suppose is to achieve continual ecstatic pleasure, generally achieved by creating and loving and living in a romantic love for everything and one. (through art, music, building, architecture, achieving records, invention, etc.... creating). Some choose the highway for pleasure, living fast and dead quick on drugs.

I suppose it is because we are gods which means we create/cause everything happening. Everything that is is caused. To make everything right without involving you in it is an insult to your godliness and contradicts it because nobody is greater then God. There is not one holier then thou no more then your but is holier then your brain (no matter what we know about it), all was made perfect. Nobody can force anything on you unless you have allowed them to. What is God? Everything was is and will be if we are to believe the meaning of God's name in the bible. So that basicly means everything and everyone is God. Everyone in unity. It is not because of injustice that there is suffering in the world, but because of justice. There is not evil in the world because of imperfection but because of perfection. It would be injust to force anything and it would be imperfect if force was to be used for good. Good/godliness must come effortlessly, like the grass that does not strain to grow or the sun it does not strain to shine. Only to do when it is desired and then it is not force and then it is just, thats what freedom and rights are all about. If someone wants it, that one will get it because he is God and nobody will stop god, unless you change that one's mind. Therefor it is not the fighting against flesh or ideas because that way will create fighting and conflict. In history populations hardly liked fighting in general as they would prefer just living/trading/building/creating so this is one thing you can attract people with. It is working for and focussing on good, justice and godliness and that light comes in your eyes and the soul is enlightened. Unless you think godliness is impossible and you will still be be right because that idea can manifest.

We dont like arrogant people because they think we'r not perfect which is an insult to our perfection.
There's no imperfection, we forgot everything is perfect the way it was. It's all very simple, unless you think it isn't because then it becomes very complicated. And that is exactly my point, you create it the way you think it is so you'r right either way. You learn not because of new things you learn but because of old mistakes you stop bringing with you. And thats where Jesus'/paul's child saying comes in. Die with all of your old ideas and education and be born again like a little child, innocent and simple as a dove shrewd as a serpent and carry your god life on no matter what. You'r more then your food and wardrobe or your car and house we will be much more without any of those or other things.

so basicly...
BE CAREFULL WHAT YOU WISH FOR!