spiceant's diary - lifes, thoughts and worrys

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Location: Groningen City, Groningen, Netherlands

June 21, 2007

Hello every fellow human buddys,

I have been sungazing as usual, i have about 13 times now, gazing at 2 minutes 10 seconds. I am not noticing any sensation of pain while sungazing. I have felt discomfort in my eyes, but it always went away while sungazing. The sun doesn't appear to hurt my eyes at all. My vision if anything has improved, but i can't tell because there is no significant change. My eyes remain good.
The sun is playing a bit too much hide & seek for my taste and i have missed gazing several days because of it. What gazing i have done it has always been a delightfull experience.

Yesterday i traveled to a camping store a few miles away by car with my Mom and we bought a tent and some cooking tools. I went back by public transport. I went totally barefoot all the time and took off my shirt after i get back to Groningen after coming off the train. Then i went walking back home, taking about 2,7 hours, still ever barefoot. I also visited the organic food store i usually go to to purchase some sourdough spelt and some fruit. A man came up to me and mentioned that i was living free outside of the prisone everyone else is in. I think i should have said he could be free too, but we parted too soon. I gave a (homeless?) street musician some money, enough money to earn me his handshake. Another one didn´t speak my language. I think i´d do good if i give these people a hug, cos they need it.

The last 30 minutes my right foot's ball was beginning to hurt (i was walking on a red gravel cyclists path) so i walked on its front untill home. My feet are still "burning" a bit (altough not painfully, they'r just warm). It doesn't appear i have any blisters (1 day later).

I'm thinking of doing some "in your face" nude activism throughout the city, but i think it a better idea if i start with writing letters to politicians and legistlators first; urging them to make social (non-sexual) nudity/naturism legal. After all it would be much better if i first tried to work within the system. I intend to make this world a bit better, possibly involving a few mountains jumping around.

Maybe if anything i should do a "fast" before anything else, depriving myself of electrical computer & TV for a week or month. I'm trying to figure out what i could so without those two. Will probably be getting in shape, learning spanish, getting enough sleep and other things i don't know.

Be well everybuddy,